i hate this, i hate this ur not the 1 i believe in, with god as my witness.

allison's been really down lately. i've got to think of something to dramatically lift her spirits!!! we had a really nice get together last night at jools', where we watched mean girls, rocket science, pathology and julie makin icons on photoshop (which was nothin short of fascinating, for reals)
i love movies, i really do. pathology was real good, i was so impressed. when it was time for bed, allison and i huddled up and watched choke on her zune, which did sooooooo0oooo much justice to the book (even though i've only seen half cuz of allisons zune dyin)
speaking of allison (again, gtfo my blog entries grl) we got matching plaid shirts!!!!!! well, hers is blue and mine is orangey. i am really a girl obsessed. plaid shirts are awesome. especially because they arnt TIGHT. there is nothing more uncomfortable then wearing TIGHT clothes. but thats just me. er, anything revealing really. cleavage of any kind is not for me, nor is/are tight jeans (who wants to broadcast to the whole world that they have no bum???) seeing girls everyday with their friggin boobs hanging out and underwear on display is real disappointing. i just thought more women in the world had dignity. it might seem like im preaching or that im some self-righteous, better than anyone, chick who wears sweat-suits everyday. thats defs not me... so what im really trying to say isthat it just sucks to see beautiful people treat themselves with no respect when they deserve it. but anyways, its not for me. erlack.
finally, tomorrow is the first offish day of second term and i still have no idea what class i'm going to replace biology with. well, i'll just have to put my best foot forward and hope for the best.
i want some icecream, anyone wanna go get some with me? dq?
okay sweet.

exams. they are over... for now. my last exam was world issues, and was mercifully the easiest exam EVER. (it involved creating a wikipedia page and figuring out how to link things, which was not accomplished within the 1 hour time limit)
now, all i want to do is get my party on. and no, i dont mean getting my drink on and gettin hammed (the opportunity happily awaits me once i'm of age.. ha i probs wont even then) no, i mean playing sims all night long, taking double chin pictures of myself and rocking the #$&* out to hil duff (also the occasional shiloh)
i went to the mall today after walkin around school with nick and chase (who OWNED tyler stewert and brittany whatshername HCORE) and i purchased UnLiMiTeD texting!!!! so, text me. no amount of inappropriateness is enough.
the other day, someone reminded me that winter not only brings heavy amount of snow, but also a heavy realization of upcoming portliness and plumpness. so, at the current mo' i am enjoyin my healthy midday snack of sunflower seeds (are they even healthy???) and strawbelly, 5 calorie jello :)

youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu, your SEX in on FIIIIIIIYAAAAH

oh, gosh. i've experienced two of those infamous life changing events that completely alternate your train of thoughts. i told myself i'd think of something cooler to post on here, but it's been forevs, and i got nuthin.
so, friday night was definitely one for the books. possibly two whole school bus load worth of kids (plus allison, jools, sketch, evan and tiffany) showed up to the fire hall!! at first they all sort of stood around and watched. but after a while they got right into it and moshed and thrashed and party boy'd and such. really friggin good times. as we were up on stage, i felt so frigging BOSS. what did it matter if i head banged here when kortni wasn't? just, duuuuuuuuuuuuude. david and kort and chase and tai all played so amazing. i can't describe the feeling. it's like i found what i want out of life. everything felt so natural and awesome. perfection.
and finally. last night i was preparing to come to jools' for the night, by allowing my mum to buy me a slushie in at sholtens. mum had only just left the car when i looked up from suki to find that the car was rolling forwards!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! first, i pooped. then i screamed, 'MAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAM' and then, i tried desperately to get that emergency break thing to go back, as the car kept creeping towards a car parked ahead. i was cursing myself for being lazy and not getting even my permit (even tho ill be 17 in less than a month ;D) because i knew that even if i tried to locate the break pedal, id end up stompin down on the gas. mercifully, my mom ran (!!!!) forwards, jumped in the car and slammed the brake, with two inches to spare i swear to god.
i haven't really had time to have a thought provoking realization about this yet. but i really feel like going to church. =C

everybody sing like it's the last song you will sing

everybody live like its the last day you will ever live

i'm trying this new thing, where all my blog posts arn't consumed with self pity. and instead focus on ways to live my life abundantly and cooly.
so, today school was mercifully closed thanks to antarctic conditions (yessssssss) with that being said, today promises to be an amazing day. possibly one for the books. i'm on my way to the fire hall for sound check and then other things. unfortunately, i'm pretty much having the worst hair day ever. blub blub.
dad and i finished the amp. well, dad stayed up till 2am finishing it while i slept in preparation for a math exam that would never come. i have named it 'yamavey' or 'peavha', and it was brought to life in the monster amp garage. haha. it sounds like an (gasp) actual bass amp, which is pretty much heavenly.
aaaaaaaaaand now i am disturbingly late because my moms being really friggin lame and trying to make herself look cool.

never gonna give you up, never gonna let you down, never gonna run around and hurt you

i have too many blog posts following my dull life. it's time for a change.
if i were a boy, i would be in love with allison oreilly
it was perfect timing that we became best friends, the summer before grade 10 at taylor barrieau's birthday party (i feel something of a spiritual connection towards taylor because of this). we sealed the deal with a sleepover after the harry potter and the deathy hallows party.
if there are best friend soul mates, i believe allison is mine. she is my numba 1, and as terribly lame it sounds, shes always got my bum. i mean back.
back when allison was up for potential bffism in grade 9, she was something of a hot commodity. well, she still is. a certain group of girls i know sort of worship her, and as much as i try to explain this to her, allison just doesnt get it.
anyway, she's just awesome because she was blessed with that weird sense of humour that ive got, and we always say the coolest, funniest things that no one else understands but laugh anyways.
LYLAS, ARRISON.
'..ill trade ya a liquid gel for two of your regs'


btw, i can't DESCRIBE how much i FEROCIOUSLY HATE that song. (if i were a boyyyyyyyy)
kortni, you're pretty awesome too. ill make a post about you next week. or anyone else.

ps- physical
pss- lets get physical
psss- let me hear your body talk

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so, this saturday night has presented me with a choice that i haven't had to make in a loooo0oong time.
the opportunity to sneak out tonight is mildly overwhelming, but i can deal. i'm home alone, rob and mum arn't due back for a few hours, and the sound of it is just so darn appealing. last winter/spring all i did was sneak out on weekends, and go 'bowling' or 'to the movies', which is code 4 drifting and brawling at greg's. right now, im being offered to go to this dude's house to play guitar hero and watch movies, among other things.
there are two reasons why i am choosing the latter and not giving into temptation. one, because i am now a mom. and with great power comes great responsibility. so, i could never leave suki home alone to get inhaled by jewel. ever.
secondly, well. the relationship i have with this fellow is completely platonic. unfortunately, he doesnt know this yet. and im gonna go ahead and not pull a kortni nicols and go over to some dudes house that i dont like only to get asked out and piteously accept.

also, allison's brother; if you are reading this, GIVE ALLISON BACK HER SHUTTER SHADES RIGHT NOW.

we are girls, we do whats right for us.

alright guys, strap yourselves in. time for another halfsie emo entry. you can just go ahead and skip this paragraph entirely and head on down to the cheerful 2nd paragraph. so. i miss my house. life couldn't have been more perfect there. a five minute walk down to the nearest monster selling store, a ten minute walk to the nearest playground, a perfect trail for joggy jogs, a really bad bum woods in the backyard where i never got to have an adventure in the dark (eek) and most importantly of all, i was next door to my best franz and band headquarters. not only have i lost all of those conviences, but also all those pooping sentimental places in my house. like, where i scratched my name on the bottom of the wall when i was 6 and obsessed with madeline. and then there was my height chart, complete with toy story and pokemon stickers and i will never forget about my poor, midjet tree that i planted in kindergarden and hasn't grown since. now... blub blub. im just gonna stop talking about this. it is le dumb.
aaah i lied. this isnt going to be a very cheerful second paragraph. i really hope something abnormally cool happens soon. oh right, we learned four new songs at band last night! a little less sixteen candles, fallen leaves, i kissed a girl, and gurlfran. before that, we filmed our music video (geeze.. we're actually really cool) afterschool, which was a laugh. ill post a link to the finished project on youtube when kort finishes the editing process.
suki is so fat now. i really want to stop feeding her. she has now achieved what she has been threatening to since her first day of life; be wider than she is long.

all we shared was a mattress, and a lie and an address

i thought the world couldnt get any more poop, but once again my thoughts have proven themselves utterly ridic.
on the other foot, today we played four new songs at band. all of which are impossibly fun to play =D (tpt dance this friday, attend!!!!)

procrastination wont get the best of me.

my writing proj STILL isnt done, hopefully we can do it today at band. oh, nevermind. david has to 'work'. T_T
in other nouvelles, i have gone beyond the valley of sadness and am treading lightly into the planet of depression. actually, it isnt bothering me as much as i thought it would. probs 'cause my loyal friends have planted some nice, false hope inside of me.
i just have to continue listening to JEW. all their songs are so motivatiing and inspiring, i always muster up the courage to do something about my situation after listening to 23; which is currently on repeat. and isnt doing anything but making me hate boys.

6pm-6am

best jam EVER
not only do i get to observe willys bum all night, we are jamming for 12 hours straight!!
pooop yes and also exhaustion and also YESSS

440am is now
ive had two and a half monsters
what will my new years reso be?
suggestions? and no, i am not willing to lend anyone my good looks. (HA)

2009, holla

oh god it is so pooping cold.
still jamming, if that is possible.
we watched chase's limited edition(grrrrr) billy talent dvd again and when it came time to countdown we huddled around inside with the oldies (whom were playin rock band of course) and counted er down.
2009 has already brought enough pain to last me a few monthes, but you know.