im so unsatisfied about last night. putting the whole sabotaged untuned-ness that ruined the whole setlist we planned out, i cant rock out.

theres so much pressure to do it too. cause kort, nick, david and chase have it all down and groovy and im just like...standing theres with my feet pointing inwards.

it's probably because im just not confident with musical abilites and whatnot and poop. and the shyness thang.

im gradually getting over that though, just today i went with tyler and kort and chase to bk and we proudly wore our hats in school.

dad came in my room tonight (!!!) and we had a nice convo. about the band and poop. he agrees with me about the noel thang, i think i just might call him up and ask him to jam with us, if kort and chase are down with it. uncle roland said that hes currently at like, 3rd year of college in the guitar department, i guess he's pretty friggin sick.

well, isnt this just DUCKY

i missed the first 15 mins o antm.