okay cool new blog post

when it comes to boys all i have to say is regret. when it comes to kissing, all i can say is that i've only ever kissed 5 boys.


i'm kind of proud of my first kiss. and also not at the same time. this guy always seemed to force me to not like the guy i liked by kissing me, which happened twice. the first time!!!!! the academy is' 'slow down' was playing. idk why but ive kind of got an emotional attachment to that one. he was also the best kisser ever hee hee. on this day guy A made me break up with my boyfriend, so he could kiss me. bad choices bad choices

im kind of hitchin up my belt to the fact that i took this guys kiss virginity. we'd been a 'its complicated' for a few monthes and this kiss inspired him to stop talking to me for 9 monthes. we were fighting over something at formal, and he just kind of leaned in and kissed me for a good two songs. according to very reliable sources, i was said to have the most repulsed face evaa. but the thing is, as bad of a kisser he was i went back on those minutes for about the next year of my tragic teenage loife. even after my best friend stole him from me. =/

i dont even wanna talk about this guy because if i do it just makes me sick and sick and sick and sick. i was desperate for a way to get over guy b, and i was sort of vaguely attracted to him so i said yes, despite his lol cheese personality!! all i can do is regret this whole relationship now. i cant even joke about it anymore. it sucks.

i should still be with this guy. but im not because im dumb. really poopin dumb. i took his kiss virginity too, and it was awesome and hilarious at the same time. we went out for 6 monthes and only kissed once (which i thought was respectable, as opposed to my last 'ship)we used to go on dates on world of warcraft and that was also pretty cool. he let me go to the ex everyday and that was pretty sweet. and still i was pretty much the worst girlfriend ever. i left him for boy e and that was not cool and not worth it. he's ppretty much the coolest guy i know and we dont talk anymore and i think he hates me and he has a gorgeous, cool girlfriend that works at the bookstore. go insertnamehere :)

k. this one is dumb. no idea what i was thinking, obvs it wasnt very smart. it was just a dumb fling that lasted a week. nowadays he is actually the biggest and most confusing ass i know. and it sucks because i know what an amazing guy he can be, if he respects you. and he doesnt deserve to get more written about him. ha!!


now, it would be so easy to add this guy this kinda cool list. but. see guy c. same type of situation, same lol cheese personality. bad bad bad.
but, there is another guy that i am mildly interested in. we used to be pretty tight franz in middle school, but after the show & driving around with him yesterday im feelin kind of different about him hmmmmmmmmmmmmm