happiness

maaan
i am having the time of my life (despite my better half not being here)
we moved the computer in the garage, and we are HCORE JAMMING AND IT IS AWESOME
thanks to zack!!! dude he is amazingggggggggggggg
willy and darren will be arriving shortly.
oh, lord.
oh, gods pajamas.
also, WOOT MIDNIGHT JAM SESH IS FAST APPROACHING
i will keep you, my loyal readers regularly updated.
because i know how much you enjoy my blog
nawt

the gangs all here!!!!

except david, but thats ok because he blessed us with his presence a while ago for a bassless (w2g mandy) jam.
after david left we busted out the screamstar that i got kortni for christms, and EVERYONE played =]
now, we are planning our cool new years eve party (complete with festive hats and noisemakers) and hopefully george and willy will be in attendance.
<333333333333333333333333
KORTNI + GEORGE 4EVER
CHASE + COLBY <333333333333
MANDY N WILLY
also, candyland.

i am really upset 'cause my blog won't let me make my blogs centered anymore.

mandatory present checklist

billy talent I
billy talent live 666 (not limited edition, i hate you chase.)
paramore the final riot (limited edition poop yes)
boston greatest hits (thanks allison =D)
clothes
more clothes
a whole lot of clothes
joe jonas barbie doll (rip)
kevin (!!!!!!) jonas poster
LOTS of hello kitty
hello kitty mp3 playa (thanks kort <3)
christmas bauble
fudge
bling from britt
LOVE
hair stuffs
smelly stuff

RANDOM WALKS, MIDNIGHT TALKS

i really wish i could organise my thoughts as effortlessly and amazingly as allison does.
also i am soooooooo happy we had a nice family jam sesh/get together friday night, 'cause someone forgot a watermelon candy cane and i am eating it now.

ow

not a good idea.
what are splinters' deals anyway???????????????????
they suck

i have so much to think about and do lately (ouuuuuuuu) that i am just going to focus on this dang frigging splinter in my foot.

'cause i dont want no love i just wanna get screwed

so i brought suki to my grents house last night for the annual present exchange, which was really terrible and depressing.i learned that my uncle is divorcing his wife, despite their 5 year old (really friggin tall!!!!) son. and then my homeless, ex-alkie great uncle who had stopped drinking for 4 monthes showed up right in da bag. then, suki had her virginity unwillingly stolen by my nana's ginormous boxer's (george) nose.dRaMa !!!!!!1!!!poor suki, she never wanted this. oh yeah, about the party i mentioned a while ago, britt, bronwyn, kelsey, kyla, david and jessie showed up. and me. man, i havent hung with them girls in FOREVER. and they didnt waste one second proving why to me. and then britt disappears into the bathroom with her cellie, and she doesnt come out for like an hour. so i go up to the door and was like 'britty hun, are you ok??' and she didnt awnser.. so i asked again. and she didnt reply. so i went to kelsey and bronwyn, who are her best friends now. and they didnt do anything. eric broke up with brittthis is just like when he broke up with her at bp, and bronwyn was like GET OVER IT BRITT. STOP CRYING. arrrrrrrrrghhhhh. and then britt comes out of the bathroom all red faced and happy go lucky. and gives everyone their prezzies. broke my heart.

REALLY.

last night was an epic tv night

sin city came on, and also a john and kate plus 8 marathon and then i discovered that, for the third night in a row, death note came on the scream channell at 130am. no offense or anything kevin, but that is a really sexy and awesome show.

after watching sin city i got all scared so i watched katie and orbie to calm me down. (did not work)

on the other foot, i am off to my first cmas party of the year. i am preparing to wear my appropriately festive (and illuminated) christmas tie and matching elf hat. im also straightening my hair with my POOP straightener (psssssssssssssssst present buyers) i really misssssssss kortni's fantastic one. it makes me hair all shiney and cool, instead of frizzy and wavy (took me like forevs to remember how to spell that)

also, O M G gkadjgdaghaduy38yjdkgnasdlngasekhg3096tqegaglknadghdsgh

no thank you, dude.

like, REALLY.

REALLY.

(hahahahhahahaa allison i need to talk to you so0o bad bad bad.)

eh, shes kinda ug

but she'll do.

<------------- suki (thanks mum!!!)

a blog post, by mandy and alex.

alex's wrists are skinnier than mine.

~

somehow
i have obtained the cutest, 5 week old, black, tiniest puppy.
she is the most adorable thing i have ever seen.
she needs a name
because my mom refuses to accept her as tits.

i just frigin love life up here

its just me and jewel and the wilderness.

and also no power for 12 hours on wednesday

which prompted me to relocate to my nana's.

today,

i went shopping in moncton, instead of learning stuff at school. (upgrade?)

whats the point of wearing high heels to school anyways?

i can understand if you're a desperate newbie, and have to resort to practising walking in the halls at lunchtime,

but really

all they do is make pretty annoying click clacks.

ques que cest le point?!!!!!?

"i'd rather eat a pen"

a bunch of stuff has happened in the past few days, and im far too lazy to come up with a cool format to tell you all about it so ill just make a nice list

thursday i have

• got to wear my contacts again (party on!!!)
• wore my i love allison oreilly jeans
• played in the pep rally, which was insanely dramatic and blinding
• guitar strap fell off whilst playing HAHAHAH
• tripped over a line of drumsticks at my house (unsure if this even happened on thursday but whatev)
• finished my essay in record time (!! yay) then promptly lost it at the hands of my 6422 year old computer freezing

friday i

• woke up
• went to school
• mum 'surprised' me @ lunch by picking me up and gettin my hair did
• THEYRE DOING BIG CURLS
• attempted to make myself look presentable for my fellow mvhs formal attendees with kortni
• got monster (y)
• soulja boy'd
• doglover'd
• threatened kortni's drunk, hick clingy type date thing with my heelz

saturday i

• woke up at 7. =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!
• went to the yard sale 4 world issues class
• hung with chris and tyson,
• got to dj the whole yard sale (my playlist included oasis, blind melon and lol rush)
• went to the garage and conversed/jammed with COLBY JARDINE!!!!!!!!!!
• no big deal
• went to the hockey game (!!) with pubert, kortnay and chase
• discussed battlecries and pubert and white shirts and sleeping on a table at mv formal.
• missed allison oreilly more than ever.

sunday

• slept
• got extremely hit on by the 624742743 year old manager of eds sub with kortni, loves it.
• was fat
• watched the biography of kelly clarkson at my nana's
• went home.
• found my essay HELL YEAH
• wrote a really poop blog entry that ill probably delete if i dont forget about it

aaaaaaaaah life is good
and then i think about my incredibly sexy, 6 inch heels that are awaiting for me on friday night.
if i die friday,
i die with a vague amount of sexiness. (if i can learn to walk by then)

tomorrow is gonna be supa fun!!!!

battle of the bands is tomorrow.

attendance is mandatory.

TIME GO FASTER

i wanna eat me some candy canes

ha

so today alex trevors innocently purchased a chocolate milk, only to find that upon opening it he was not greeted by the familliar smell of sweet chocolate and milk carton (whatever that stuffs called that its made out of) but a very loud and obnoxious "moo00oo".

he won a fre copy of journey to the center of the earth, which he gave to cody without hesitation. Inside the carton however, laid the real prize. A white THING that gives out three hearty "moo00oo's" when you pull down on the trigger, and a large plastic bag filled with extremely salty water (!). I'd love for you to picture this in your head. A nice, plastic see through bag, filled with water, and then about 57253835642724753735724642747 grains of white salt. Now, it would be great if you could imagine what this bag looks like to a thoroughly dirty-minded 16 year old. pefect.

so, afterschool kortni and i were observing william mccombs from inside the school doors, when i noticed brittany cormier jumping up and down on a plastic bag that looked to be full of..

i stormed outside, with kortni at my side and stared at the poor baggie. i began to shout angrily,

'YOU GUYS, THIS IS MY BAG OF SE-"

suddenly, someone ran past me, and stamped hard down onto the bag

which exploded

i was blinded instantly, stuff splattered all across my faggish glasses.

the culprit (i know his name but chose to make the right choice and not share with my impressive audience of 1.3 blog viewers.) ran away.

still shocked, i looked over at kortni. she too is covered in the stuff, but it looks like i got the worst of it.

it is in my mouth.

my mouth it is in.

i felt the familliar tug on my sleeve from chase, indicating that our bus is about to be missed.

does anybody else hate kyla's hysterical laughiness?

we joined in though, despite my inner struggle to decide whether to spit or swallow (lol)

once on the bus, we nodded solemly to eachother.

it was all over my face, my sweater (which was definately zipped), ipod, glasses, mouth, pants, hair, and hands (which became pleasantly soft, but are now peeling (???) )

oh god

it was so hilarious.

im still laughing.

kashmir.

this is the first time in maybe 6 monthes that i spent all day at my own house.

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiird.

thursday was twilight

kort and i went to mcdicks and then scrambled across the highway!!!!!!

i strongly reccomend going to see twilight. especially if you havent read the books. it is so unintentionally HILARIOUS.

im so distressed. today was a poop day.

also, i am oddly excited for formal!!

turning people down has been quite the turn off though, i reallllly want to say yes, but then i realllllly want to say no.

im not going with anyone yet, i dont even know who i want to go with. it'll come to me, im real sure.

im confused about the format of formal.

are boys supposed to ask girls?

everyone says only goobers ask guys to formal.

but i think its kool and bold if gurls do.

will people still get a festive christmas bauble is they show up alone?

????????????????????

dumb poop

i have wonderful, gorgeous friends.

but

none of them bothered to tell me that a bigass essay is due tomorrow.

it is now 9:05

john n kate plus 8 special and also heroes are on @ 10.

score. finished at 9:52.

everyone needs to know this

you know what makes me laugh?

people that, upon entering the girls bathroom make a beeline for the faucets and turn them on. they turn the water on.

to drown out the sound

of their pee.

today i had just about enough of these notorious faucet enthusiasts.

so i turned off their streaming faucet.

ha.

kort and i enjoyed feeding eachother whipped cream outside the library and then relocating to the grade 11 locker square for a few rounds of lipgloss ping pong at lunch. it was nice. also, my trusty lipgloss has exploded and that makes me really upset.

botb = 11 days.

awesome. not. sort of. yes. poop.

at least we have the whole nick ordeal sorted out and stuff. though, i feel a digusting amount of pity for him, and i can't seem to join in with people on their heated rants about him, i know what he's going through and it sucks.

i looked for an appropriate situation all day to use the words to buy u a drank, but i couldnt find one.

also- i reallllllllly love britney spears' new song.

YOU KNOW YOU LOVE ME

XO XO

why the hell do my nails get so dirty when i dont any influencial dirty type things?
that pisses me off.

im so unsatisfied about last night. putting the whole sabotaged untuned-ness that ruined the whole setlist we planned out, i cant rock out.

theres so much pressure to do it too. cause kort, nick, david and chase have it all down and groovy and im just like...standing theres with my feet pointing inwards.

it's probably because im just not confident with musical abilites and whatnot and poop. and the shyness thang.

im gradually getting over that though, just today i went with tyler and kort and chase to bk and we proudly wore our hats in school.

dad came in my room tonight (!!!) and we had a nice convo. about the band and poop. he agrees with me about the noel thang, i think i just might call him up and ask him to jam with us, if kort and chase are down with it. uncle roland said that hes currently at like, 3rd year of college in the guitar department, i guess he's pretty friggin sick.

well, isnt this just DUCKY

i missed the first 15 mins o antm.

misery wont get the best of me (emo entry #1)

i cant take it, i have ta write in here.

i am currently being overwhelmed by newfound emotions. it is quite literally KILLING me. i think part of me will be content with informing anonymous readers of my never before heard rants.

im so sick of being NICE and GOOD all the time. everybody ends up taking advantage of it by being extremely mean to me, including what i considered my closest friends. they know they can get away with it because its not like id ever think of sticking up for myself, right? i dont ever want to start 'drama' or conflict with my friends, so i usually stay quiet.

this isnt working yet. i just feel dumb.

does anybody even want me to be nice? theyd probs enjoy my company more if i was loud and obnoxious like mike and xavier.

you know what guys?

ive never liked being (hilariously) ignored by everyone

and not once did i appreciate you telling me that nobody cares (you guys are so hilarious).

harold, you have to stop trying to be like everybody else and find youself. and stop picking such asshole like people to act like. you can actually be an awesome guy when you're not trying to be someone else. i cant understand you. but i suppose thats why i find you so captivating, you're so hard to figure out, when everyone else is so effortless for me.

i still feel dumb.

and for the first time in a while, a little..bad.

i've never really wrote about my feelings, and displaying them for everyone to see on the internet is defs rebelious to the extreme.

party on!!!

*names have been changed

this morning was surprisingly fun.
dad and i piled wood all morn, with the help of this hilariously badass tractor type thing.


last night was gorgeous and awesome.

hahaha my glasses are all fogged up and watery

i only just got in from my daily run,

i love running when it rains,

i just love running in general

on days that i dont run, i get noticably unhappy and pessimistic.

oh yeah

i got an intense eye infection

i was rockin out at school all day with stoned out redeyes

currently i have just put my perscription eye drops in (every 2hours yall)and i am forced to keep my eyes closedd for 3 minutes, so i have np idea how this entry will look

wooooooooooooooooo

line & sinker

i cant explain how much i love this song. or this band.

this song perfectly explains quite a few happenings in my life.

what you see is what you get!!

fishing for the answer with a line and sinker

look at me and dont forget!!

hard to get a grip with all these broken fingers

what you see is what you get!!

fishing for the answer with a line and sinker

look at me and dont forget!!

hard to get a grip with all these broken fingers

today, i dont feel pretty

and im tired of trying to fit right in

dont think that youre so great

'cause being great must suck

we dont always see the bright side

we all need ego suicide

you hung my head today

and i have licked my wounds..

and carried on

everybody needs some sympathy

santa seemed to miss my chimney

reality is truly scaring me

so stand up straight and firmly say

what you see is what you get!!
fishing for the answer with a line and sinker
look at me and dont forget!!
hard to get a grip with all these broken fingers
what you see is what you get!!
fishing for the answer with a line and sinker
look at me and dont forget!!
hard to get a grip with all these broken fingers

my heart is in the right place

so wipe that smirk right off your face

dont make me feel like that

'cause thats just plain not nice

we dont always see the bright side

and i lied when i said i was fine

you slapped my face today

but i have licked my wounds

and carried on

everybody needs some sympathy
santa seemed to miss my chimney
reality is truly scaring me
so stand up straight and firmly say

what you see is what you get!!

fishing for the answer with a line and sinker

look at me and dont forget!!

hard to get a grip with all these broken fingers

what you see is what you get!!

fishing for the answer with a line and sinker

look at me and dont forget!!

hard to get a grip with all these broken fingers

everybody needs some sympathy

santa seemed to miss my chimney

you stole my luck from me

and now my fortune cookies empty!

cause you came and stole it all from me!

so stand up straight and firmly say

what you see is what you get!!

fishing for the answer with a line and sinker

look at me and dont forget!!

hard to get a grip with all these broken fingers

what you see is what you get!!

fishing for the answer with a line and sinker

look at me and dont forget!!

hard to get a grip with all these broken fingers

growing my nails out? scratch that. my longest, and favorite nail (thumb) was promptly broken after writing my last entry.

today i had to make a choice between turkey dinner with the fam, or band practise with the band.

born for this is sounding pretty sweet, considering we are constantly without our rythem guitarist. (who today chose turkey over band) i'm going to make a mental note to learn how to tune by ear. im good with eadg, but when we play born for this in 430 drop d, well its little more than confusing.

my quest for downloading the billy talent discography isnt going as planned.

PROGRESS REPORT

after 1 week

this is how it goes

try honesty

devil in a midnight mass

living in the shadows

guten morgen!

and also happy thanksgiving!!

i am fresh out of the shower, and i am loving it. my visage has the familiar tingly sensation, thanks to my many skincare products, and my skin feels silky smooth (despite a fair amount of gashes on my legs from hastily shaving them)

i'm attempting to grow out my nails, but only on my left hand. thanks to bass playing i cannot have nails at all on my right hand, they get in the way. i used to be quite the nail fanatic, having a different design on my ridiculously long nails every other week. now, im all plain jane and naked on the nail side.

well i was in the process on finishing up my writing homework.

so i should get back to that

-lovecake

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

i actually talked to him tonight. it was beautiful.

i also went for a run, and i didn't find myself constantly looking behind myself for following bears. upgrade!!

mom and i bought these amazing 8$ halloween cookies that are so yummy and delish and awesome, but they leave the most terrible taste in your mouth EVER.

im thinkin about calling someone tonight. i havent had a good phone convo in forevs, and im in a needy mood.

lovecake

.

okay so, i lied.